Hello! I’m in El Nido, Palawan right now and hopefully this goes through, finally!

The site was down for all the best reasons - having so many people upload, share, and review - basically celebrating CCMixter’s 20th! Thank you for the patience ahhh xx

This mix is a double!!! because I wanted to express the battle between knowing ALL WE HAVE IS NOW - so get on with it, hurry up and love me energy and also ALL WE HAVE IS NOW and all is OK as it is, and going from one to the other depending on the day - my hope is to have compassion for myself wherever I may land that moment :P

Interesting as well because Calling Sister Midnight remixed and I also covered one of her tunes here by urmymuse!

Thank you for your beautiful library/catalogue, had fun going through them!! xx


Lyrics:

I keep wanting things to be different
I keep wondering if I’ll ever make it
Like I’ll get to the end of the line
Empty-handed with a one-sided
love again?

All I have is now

If it hurts my heart
If it rains on my soul
Do I let it go?
Are you teaching me lesson?
Are you reminding me of something I forgot?

All we have is now

if I take you all in
if I take you as you are -
what if I don’t make it
what if I change too much
and I don’t recognise who I am anymore?
Whoooo who I am

All I have is now

x

from urmymuse x calling sister midnight

don’t run away from my love
don’t run away run away from my love x3

look at the time you’re wasting
with all your hairs becoming grey

don’t be afraid of my love
no baby please
don’t be afraid x2


the

you’re never gonna find another
you’re never gonne find a better lover babe
HMM HMM HMM HMM

the stars are crossed our paths forever
you know we belong together babe
baby please